I think it's fair to say that 2025 was...not a good year for me personally.
It was, very much, the year I ran out of road, for want of a better term, and faced up to a lot of harsh truths, about myself and the world around me. I've had to walk away from numerous projects that never even got off the ground, dealt with a lot of personal shit and had to re-think a lot of aspects of my life, all of which has left me feeling hollowed out and unsure of what to do next. Which was fun.
I'm all too aware that several doors are closed to me, which limits my options going forward, but it leaves me with a weird feeling of...freedom, I guess? I mean, nothing's expected of me, and I can't really expect anything of myself, given, the aforementioned doors, so all I have to do is wrap up a few loose ends, then do whatever I choose to do next.
What that'll be, though, is another question entirely.
